Miss you

Why I felling like this...can I fell like this ... I can lie to me..but I can't lie to my heart..I want carry but I can... I'm sorry because I miss you...so much...want I see you I want to tell you that I miss you .. I feel very jealous want I know that you have a girlfriend...I hate you but I miss you...and I want to tell you  that ..... (sorry if my english is sooo bad but I want to tell you I missssssss you so much )